As 2018 comes to a close, I feel like I’m hitting the ground running with good fortune and abundance for 2019.

2018 brought a lot of change in my inner world. Outwardly I don’t look or seem any different, but inside, WOWZA, I reprogrammed my subconscious and with this… my whole perception of reality has changed.

I was lucky enough to check a lot off my bucket list this year because of all the small shifts I’ve been making with my mindset. I spoke at my first fitness conference, I completed my meditation teacher training, I co-hosted my first retreat, and I’m doing the kind of coaching work that lights me up!

SO WHAT CHANGED?

I credit so much of my abundance and prosperity to my spiritual practice and 2018 was the year of shadow work for me. I had to get really uncomfortable while I uncovered and sat with the parts of me I fear and dislike the most. 

I also committed to my kundalini practice, averaging 30 minutes a day, every single day, non negotiable. Kundalini has up-leveled me and has allowed me to expand my self-worth and be more magnetic. I have been able to work through my blocks that were holding me back and I have gotten out of my head and am listening to my heart and the whispers of the universe.

KUNDALINI TEACHER TRAINING

My biggest expander has been Guru Jagat. She is the queen of kundalini and I really respect her, her business, her teachings and her no bullshit attitude. She’s the one who taught me that if people don’t like what I’m doing, I must be doing something right:) I practice kundalini every night with her online streaming through Rama-tv. (man I realize I sound like a groupie)

When I love something as powerful as kundalini, I’m the type of person who wants to know more. More about the background, more about the kryas, more about the technology behind it. So kundalini teacher training has been on my mind for about a year now. But it’s not cheap and the trips to LA for the training were more than I could afford. 

But what’s different now compared to before is… I knew it was going to happen even though I didn’t know how. I went about manifesting this training by visualizing it, by doing some work with Lacy Philips from Free and Native, by continuing on with my spiritual practice and by putting it out there into the universe. I told anyone I spoke to that it was happening even though I just bought the training and trip yesterday!!

YES, it did take some budgeting, YES, it did take some help from my supportive hubby who will have to watch the kids for three weeks while I go away (it will take 3 trips to LA total to finish my TT), but now that I understand the energetics of manifesting, I feel completely supported by the universe and feel in my bones that this is what I am supposed to be doing to help serve others in the long run.

GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY

There are so many reasons why this couldn’t have happened. 

• money
• time away from family
• a 5 week trip to Costa Rica 3 days after the training
• I don’t have a kundalini teaching position yet (key word yet)

But I realized that when you are following your soul and it’s truly meant to be, the universe will always have your back.

What are some of the things you are manifesting for 2019? 

xoxo Rebecca